School started, work is going, and life is good. HAPPYNESS is the only word to explain how I feel. I think I am just now starting to learn how to enjoy life. Not only have fun with life but truly ENJOY it. I woke up the other day, and I have been saying lately to some of my friends " Good morning, life is BEAUTIFUL!" and never really noticed how beautiful it can be. I was just say that because a comedian said that I had watched when my friends were over. So with that being said I thought wow, I have been given a gift. The gift of emotion. Emotions change with what we wear that day, they can attract people to you, or away from you. I woke up the other day ( wow I wake up a lot... ) and I felt ugly. I’m sure you have had a day like that, so don’t make me sound stupid... So that morning I looked in my closet and wore something I don't ware all the time, because its uncomfortable to wear all day. However, I did it. I did it because I wanted to feel better about the day, and I knew if I through on a pair of jeans and a T-shirt that it would not have a change of mood, and that day was not going to go well. I did this because I wanted to have some control over how I feel. I have not felt that kind of control in a long time. But now I do, and I am learning to Enjoy every minute of it. If you have not found this control, I urge you to do something spastic that you think you would never do in your life, but always wanted to do. Take control of it. Its yours, not your neighbors or your parents or your best friends, but yours. Once you have control hold on to it. It gives you a new passion for life. That’s all I have to be said It may not make sense to you, but perfect sense to me. Do what I suggest and maybe it will make sense to you too.

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